Life doesn’t mean anything. The moment you realize that, it’s gonna be a hell lot easier.
It is there. The last night in the old house. I don’t wanne talk about the ugly stepsisters anymore. It’s a waste of time. I’m gonna let it go, I’m gonna laugh about it at some point. I’ve learned a lot these last weeks. Definitely who the people are I can count on. Without them, it wouldn’t feel like this.
Right now it feels like a heavy load on my chest. All these different emotions that run through my body. Let’s dance. Let’s drink. Let’s smoke.
For tonight, we live our last night.
Today I found several of my glasses broken.
And that’s not the first time glasses of mine found in the trash. How come never one of theirs brake, only mine..
I have to live two more weeks with the ugly stephsisters; two girls I live with for a couple of months. Well, don’t live with, they occupy the house and I’m also there. Two spoiled brats with rich daddy’s, who’ll fix everything they want. They will have a tough one in REAL life.. But the end is near, and they get worse and worse. Today they suddenly put all my stuff from the shared kitchen into my room.
A couple of days ago, I almost didn’t got my garant back and that’s about 1.000 E. I lost 500 actually, but I’m getting out of here. Till that time, I have to write everything down, ‘cause I’m getting terribly mad and sad to live with these two horrible people.